I've been in a real bad writing slump lately. I have a lot on my mind, and my heart, but I can't seem to find the right words to release it. I really despise this feeling. I imagine this is like what Helen Keller felt like every single day of her terrible life. I also imagine that if I don't stop making Helen Keller jokes, karma will someday catch up to me and hit me square in the retina with a dart or something equally painful/demobilizing.
Some things I am really tired of: horrible hangovers, sleeping in until noon for no apparent reason, countdowns to things I really don't need to be counting down until (aka try living in the present, fool), rainy days with absolutely no trace of sunlight, painful shoes and walking really far in them, not having a multitude of friends you can trust within a stone's throw.
Some things I could really never get tired of: marathon phone calls with friends fah fah away, text conversations that literally make you laugh out loud at yourself/your friends, smiling at strangers, strangers who smile back, really cute kids in Halloween costumes (particularly sharks), daydreaming about not being in school anymore, getting shit crossed off of your to-do list, & the perfect PERFECT cup of soy chai with espresso at four in the afternoon (aka never sleeping again).
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