To Be Alone With You

I always want to do more when it rains. It's too beautiful to stay inside but to uncomfortable to be anywhere else.  But tonight, listening to the steady but faint drip of the water droplets off of the rain gutter onto my window pane is just making me miss you.  This bed feels much bigger when it's only sleeping one.  I know you've never known this life I've created, but why don't you come back and see if we can live like this, make this work?  Every instance is an opportunity for something beautiful, I just always forget that and end up wandering through life with my head in the clouds and my feet moving faster than the feet surrounding me.  Always being in such a hurry, I've missed things along the way.  People, smiles, moments to capture (click) in my head, memories to share, love to create, life in abundance.  It's raining so hard outside now, and I'm still bundled up all tangled in my blanket sitting on this bed made for two.  I want makeshift love, happiness and no bad moments, only kisses and smiles and really beautiful things, no fighting, no questions.  Everything that doesn't exist is precisely what I desire.  The rains outside have stopped, but there's still a storm brewing somewhere off on the horizon, I can feel it in my bones.

Soundtrack:
Sufjan Stevens - Casimir Pulaski Day