Mmmmmno inspiration. Lukewarm coffee is never as inviting as the cup with steam rising from the center and bleeding down the sides. In somewhat of a pessimistic mood, attempting to recreate scenes that I've never experienced and getting mad at myself for not chasing down the opportunities when they presented themselves. Currently: wishing for something else, something more, a poignant moment to call my own.
A room full of men in button up shirts and pants with ironed pleats, and you, and me, and the discontented look on my face and the unhappiness stirring and sickening in the air between us. Hoping that today won't turn out like last night did, but knowing better than to hold you to anything higher than no expectations. Zipping my sweater up to my throat so I don't catch a cold or have you ask if I'd like your jacket. I don't understand why it's so hard for you to realize the simple truth of the situation, at one point I cared and at this point I just don't. Sure, there are many things are important to me, and you simply didn't make the cut. It's nobody's fault but yours, to say I didn't try would be a lie, but you've dug your grave, now lay in it - and do us all a favor and don't come back.
Soundtrack:
John Mayer - Free Fallin' Acoustic Version
The String Quartet - Stellar
A room full of men in button up shirts and pants with ironed pleats, and you, and me, and the discontented look on my face and the unhappiness stirring and sickening in the air between us. Hoping that today won't turn out like last night did, but knowing better than to hold you to anything higher than no expectations. Zipping my sweater up to my throat so I don't catch a cold or have you ask if I'd like your jacket. I don't understand why it's so hard for you to realize the simple truth of the situation, at one point I cared and at this point I just don't. Sure, there are many things are important to me, and you simply didn't make the cut. It's nobody's fault but yours, to say I didn't try would be a lie, but you've dug your grave, now lay in it - and do us all a favor and don't come back.
Soundtrack:
John Mayer - Free Fallin' Acoustic Version
The String Quartet - Stellar
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