So weird not having anybody to call tonight. Nobody to catch up with, even if I'm mad, even if today hasn't been the best of days. So strange being lonely when nothing's physically changed, when I'm still alone in bed like I've always been, but things are different now. So strange knowing that I won't be visiting anymore, that I won't get to see Lake Oswego in the Spring, that I don't have a reason to drive by 635 2nd Ave. So sad that reality is what it is, that even as hard as we tried we couldn't force things to work. So glad that it seems I've temporarily used up all my tears, at least for right now.
So much for luck, so sad for us, so what now?
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