What is it? I've heard it commonly stated to be loneliness. Is loneliness truly the human condition? Or is it something more? Isn't it a void, an empty space, a dark place, something gone amiss, that cannot be found or placed or determined to be one specific thing? I think it is, I think loneliness is the manifestation of the human condition, whatever that may be.
I'm more at a loss for words right now than I have been in quite some time. There's always some witty bullshit everyone's willing to spit constantly, every second of every hour of every day there is that one person ready to fire back, so to speak. I'm right, you're wrong. I'm going to point out your flaws in order to bolster my self confidence. Let me see if there is some way to break you down while building myself up, because I am not skilled enough in the art of speaking or communicating to find another way to go about this. Let me protrude my pseudo intellectual thoughts and ideas into your life in order to make myself feel validated. I'm not here for a relationship, I'm not here to hear your passions and ideas, I don't want to love you and be loved back, this 'friendship' is no more to me than any other person I pass by on the street, or see every day in my school's halls, I'm out for one thing: ME. Number one, the speaker, you, me, him, her. Everybody is obsessed with themselves, I'm not excluding myself from this sickening rant, EVERY ONE OF US IS COMPLETELY AND TOTALLY IN LOVE WITH OURSELVES. What is wrong with us?
Conceitedness, hatred, anger, negativity, frustration, anxiety, passiveness, greed, unvulnerability (that isn't a word but it conveys my point), ego and pride... these are the human condition. Humanity is the freaking human condition!
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