dear cosmic powers,

when is it my turn?

i know i complain a lot

and say that love is dumb

and make barf noises at cute couples

and whatever other childish things i do

but really?

can't i win, just this one time?

it'd be really nice

thanks

Y'know i honestly think it's bullshit, what people say... 'good relationships take lots of hard work.'  Well, no, they don't have to.  I know plenty of people who are in fabulous relationships who don't do a goddamn thing to feel the way they feel around that certain person.  I'm not even ashamed to admit that I crave that, anymore.  That sounds so fantastic, so fucking perfect, so nice and what I really need/could use right now.  People are a funny thing(s).  I really love them, I really enjoy finding beauty in humanity, and the feeling that you experience when your soul simply clicks with another.  My friends, phenomenal.  My family, outstanding.  My love life?  In the shit.  I guess what I'm trying to say is, it'd be a nice bow to tie off this pretty present status that I like to call mine.