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"It is tossed by the waves, but does not sink"
I want that feeling of jumping onto an airplane with no expectations, no certainty of what I'm about to do, not sure what to expect, just the willingness to embrace whatever comes next. Adventure or desire, failure and acceptance, losing and exploring and contemplating what comes next but never quite getting to the stage past the one you currently find yourself in.
"It is tossed by the waves, but does not sink"
I want that feeling of jumping onto an airplane with no expectations, no certainty of what I'm about to do, not sure what to expect, just the willingness to embrace whatever comes next. Adventure or desire, failure and acceptance, losing and exploring and contemplating what comes next but never quite getting to the stage past the one you currently find yourself in.
I want to walk down cobblestones streets and feel in awe of the beauty of architecture, to finally grasp and be aware that the roads I am walking on are older than anything I've ever seen or known. The buildings, rising high all around me with twin flower pots lining every window, are full of people just like me, people who walk these streets every day and live this impossibly beautiful life. I want to know how that feels.
I want to grasp and comprehend love, I want to experience it and feel it and allow it to course through me and I want it to feel natural. I want to remember those feelings of security and hope and dedication to and within another person, a bond that is unspeakably nice to carry with you but impossibly hard to keep up with. I want that. To hold the hand of the person I share these things with and walk through these pretty cities filled with people speaking all different languages and knowing nothing but our own - just existing the way we are and allowing whatever happens to happen.
I want to embrace life and all it has to offer. I find it increasingly difficult to sit here and be consumed with things I do not care about and spend my time doing mindless things I wish I didn't have to do, all in order to fulfill some larger purpose according to somebody I've never known and who never asked me what I thought about his or her plans. I want to go, I want to leave and be free and live the way I do in dreams.
Soundtrack:
Flight Attendant - Josh Rouse
I want to grasp and comprehend love, I want to experience it and feel it and allow it to course through me and I want it to feel natural. I want to remember those feelings of security and hope and dedication to and within another person, a bond that is unspeakably nice to carry with you but impossibly hard to keep up with. I want that. To hold the hand of the person I share these things with and walk through these pretty cities filled with people speaking all different languages and knowing nothing but our own - just existing the way we are and allowing whatever happens to happen.
I want to embrace life and all it has to offer. I find it increasingly difficult to sit here and be consumed with things I do not care about and spend my time doing mindless things I wish I didn't have to do, all in order to fulfill some larger purpose according to somebody I've never known and who never asked me what I thought about his or her plans. I want to go, I want to leave and be free and live the way I do in dreams.
Soundtrack:
Flight Attendant - Josh Rouse
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