No Dawn, No Day - I'm Always In This Twilight.

Cosmic Love by Florence & The Machine

"A falling star fell from your heart and landed in my eyes
I screamed aloud, as it tore through them, and now it's left me blind


The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart


And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became


The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart


I took the stars from my eyes, and then I made a map
And knew that somehow I could find my way back
Then I heard your heart beating, you were in the darkness too
So I stayed in the darkness with you


The stars, the moon, they have all been blown out
You left me in the dark
No dawn, no day, I'm always in this twilight
In the shadow of your heart"


I think I'm mostly afraid that if I used as a map the stars from my eyes, I would never find my way back.  I think I'm mostly afraid that I'm not allowing myself to feel, to be.  I think I'm mostly afraid that staying in the dark is what's been holding me back all along, that following around ghosts of people I've been or people I've known or people I've loved is keeping me from some destiny I have yet to fulfill.  I think I'm mostly afraid of me, I'm afraid of you, I'm afraid of how you always make me feel and I simply cannot control it.  I think I'm mostly afraid.