I've Come A Long Way To Just Fall Back Into Line.

Laying on my back with my arms spread high above my head wondering at how the clouds always seem to be going somewhere, even when I'm not. Tiny blades of yellow-green grass poking through my tank top into the small of my back and making for quite an uncomfortable yet beautiful state of being. Who says I can't stay here all day, staring at the sun and questioning things I've never noticed before in my life? Then all of a sudden, right at that moment I am deciding to stay and sit for a while, another thought pops into my head. How did I get so damn lucky? Look at all the beauty that surrounds me, so much love, a well lived life worth living, every moment more enjoyable than the next (and even if it's not, it's guaranteed to be soon). You came at such a perfect time, and almost as fluidly as an engine's gears.. there you were. Parts of me have become parts of you, all tangled and twisted until I can't tell the origin of some things. And I swear that some of me is tied to some of you and I couldn't cut the strings even if I wanted to. The sun is dipping low behind a wall of pine trees and my coherent trains of thought are disappearing along with it. As suddenly as the sky turns from light blue to red, I am in a different place and time. Still thinking of you, always thinking of you, contemplating something or other.. whatever, it's not important. But here I am, and there you will be, soon enough..