Free License to Complain. A LOT.

I am so stressed out. I honestly don't even have all that much to be worried about right now, but I keep making things seem like such bigger deals than they really are. I'm giving myself free license to complain all I want here, by the way.

1. My boyfriend lives in a different city for the next four months and both of us are working a lot, which means we won't be able to see a whole lot of each other. I know this seems sort of petty, but it's probably the most stressful thing ever. I can't really explain how incredibly stupid it is to not be able to see him every day, but just imagine thinking about something ohh, about 2,000 times a day. It's kind of like that.

2. My job is hard, and I just started full time. By hard, I mean physically exhausting. Complaining rant, go: being on your feet for 8 hours with no break is hard, working with an incredibly demanding boss is hard, not having air conditioning in the building and working with hot food is hard. I like it alright, but it leaves me totally exhausted and I have yet to be able to save any money out of a paycheck.

3. Speaking of that, money... enough said.

4. Moving. I can't stand living at home anymore. It is really getting to me. I'm sort of going crazy in my own head...

5. School. WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING? I guess I'm going to OSU-Cascades next year, then OSU in Corvallis, then...?

I just need a vacation or something. Oh wait... I just got back from "one".