rain, release

grab, grasp, dance.  sway away, fast again, slow.  head in the clouds, never coming down.  with you, with you it's all alright, completely fine.  voices hushed over loud speakers, lips to cheek whispering words i'll never say out loud.  i know that look, yeah i'm pretty sure i've seen it before.  hiding somewhere between salient and dreams, it's all pretty apparent to me.  take my hand if you want, if not then let's just stop.  pretending like the distance between our palms isn't a chasm, everything i feel multiplied ten times and hidden at the bottom of this bottle.  restless again tonight, but it's fine, it's always alright.  roll my head back on my neck, waiting for my second chance.  exhale, i just want to keep breathing you in till our time's over.  sooner than i knew, than i'd hoped.  i still know what i saw, i wasn't lying to myself until i said it wasn't over.  now it's time to fly, so stop stepping on my wings.