Just received the worst email I've gotten in, well, maybe ever.  I'm so disappointed I don't even know what to do.  When it rains it pours & I'm going to go cry for a solid hour now.

Long short of it: didn't get the internship scholarship I applied for and, was told by a number of people on the committee for the award, that I had a pretty solid chance of receiving.  I guess I sort of banked my summer plans on getting this internship, and finding out that I wasn't selected for it basically means I have to start from scratch with my internship plans for the summer, because there is no way I can afford to work without pay for an entire summer without it.  God I am just really disappointed with my life in general this week.  I'm going to curl up in a ball and feel really really sorry for myself now.  That is, after I finish the piles of midterm studying I have to get through by tomorrow morning.  Somebody help me.