Crash, Collide, Cascading Down...

Man here I am again, stuck in between reverse and going nowhere.  Someone's foot is on the brake but I can't tell if it's mine or that damn conscience that plagues me.  Repressed feelings of anger come forward like the lines on the road that I pass with ease, faster than my feet could ever carry me.  Back to the ocean, it balances my senses.  Breath in the water that's trapped in the air, like it knows how I feel about staying right - there.  Backtrack, back to the middle, the beginning's lost like the way you used to make me laugh.  Simple, I never needed anything but a reason to believe.  You gave me that, I held onto it, when I was done released it to the breeze.  And so it left, just like you, that's okay - I never gave either of you a good reason to stay.  Passed out in an easy chair, I'm sippin' on that vengeance that keeps me grounded, keeps me lifted, allows for this exchange.  It's never been this easy to tell you how I hate you, how I loved you, how you pushed me to do what I do.  Now I think it's high time for you to stand up and stay right there, let me push your buttons and leave without a trace like I'm so good at, and you know - that's just the way it has to be.  I still see right through you, lost little insecure - holding onto something that you can't let go.  You know it's killing you, gripping the hand that it feeds - nah, not the hand that feeds it see cause baby created you, not me.  But that's beside the point, ease up a bit stranger.  Take off your shoes but don't touch my fucking hanger.  Warmer inside than I've ever felt being near you, exuding expressions of deep regret and even less progression.  Limited, in the way that you tell me - I love you this, I love you that - you can keep your notes of sympathy.  I'm sick of your guitar and especially your lies, so bundle up baby cause I think it's cold outside.  Kick you to the curb, don't come 'round here again, box up all your things like it's garage sale weekend.  Boots on the floor, toes in the air, I'm a free bird now and I'll sing it anyway I please - fuck it I don't care!