Oh What A Day Is Today, Nothing Can Stand In My Way.

I'm standing outside under this big, bright, daunting moon and wondering what kind of moon you're looking at. Is the moon even out right now, or is it sunny? Are you sleeping, do you wish you were sleeping? I want to know so many things so badly at this point in time, I feel like my body isn't keeping up very well with my brain. I'm proverbially running a thousand miles a half minute, but my legs are broken and my joints are sore. Some days I feel like I just want to be done, like whatever is at the end of this road cannot possibly be worth the exhaustive effort it has taken thus far, and whatever it will take to complete. Is the moon even out right now, or is it sunny? What are you looking at right now? Are you alone, or with friends? I'm alone, but it doesn't feel like it. I've got so many memories to keep me company; memories of words exchanged, actions committed, letters written and tossed away without being sent, smells of you and the cigarettes you were smoking. I'm not alone, but sometimes I'm pretty lonely. Are you sleeping, do you wish you were sleeping? I wish I was sleeping, in some different time zone, waking up to the sound of 6am with you never too far away. I'm not asking for some one to keep me up at night or talk on the telephone till the sun goes down then comes up again. All I want is a little security, a smile when you feel like it, whatever you want to exchange I'm willing to barter. Are you sleeping, do you wish you were sleeping?